are kara boku ga te ni shita no wa samishisa kamoshirenai
It may be loneliness that I got ahold of that day.
sonna kimochi o kakaeta mama tobira o aketeshimau
Yet I opened this door with that feeling in my heart.
hanarete yuku kimi no kokoro ni nantonaku kizuiteta
I kind of knew that in your heart you were getting distant from me.
muri yari waratte miseta no mo ima omoeba okashii ne
Looking back, it seems so silly that I forced a smile on my face for you.
surechigau jikan dou shiyou mo naku
There was nothing I could do about how we kept missing each other.
todokanai omoi okubyou ni natte kotoba naku shita
My feelings didn't reach you. I was too much of a coward to voice them.
sayonara ano hi kuchi ni shita no wa boku de
The one who said farewell that day was I.
sore wa kizutsuku koto kara nigeteta dake darou
Probably just to run away from the pain.
dou shite kimi o dakishimerarenakatta?
Why couldn't I have embraced you instead?
sore wa jibun no chiisa na puraido datta
It was because of my foolish pride.
kowasenakatta
I couldn't throw it away.